Unperfection is beauty

I've learned alot

2008-06-23T18:06:00.000+08:00

So most of you know that this past few days I was so an actress and I dont like being one. So I promise to the most you that I'll really change Im serious of it. HAHAH. Let us be happy and I would like to request something which is if there's something wrong with me tell it to me right ahead. Thats the only thing that I want to ask from you guys and then talk to me naiilang ako eh kung di tayu nagpapansinan pero im not forcing you guys. teehee

I've learned alot , REALLY! Then buti I had the chance to talk with aby and I'm happy that she's the first luna member that I've talk to alam mo na ang pinagusapan natin tsaka lahat ng sinabi mo di ko kakalimutan. Nahihiya nga lang ako kasi yung voice ko nanginginig shaky at nabulolbulol ako. Anyways all of you must be ready baka tawagan ko kayu nang di oras. HAHA. friends dapat tayu lahat. THANKS. mwaaaah

OKAY

2008-06-23T06:49:00.000+08:00

So I think things are going well but then I want to ask some of you most especially gazell, who told you that I was going to tell all your secrets?!?! I wanna know whose that someone. I just want to clear things up before I replenish this kind of problem.

Then to Jhanna I know what you feel and its good that we cleared things up. Then also remember the days that I was mad with you im not actually mad Im just a weirdo during that time you know what I realize your not a bad person, really!

Aby, I know your mad at me so much more than I think and I know why your like that coz you and mickey are really good friends as in good friends and I know your a friend that is very protective. You know what maski were not close coz we just talk one i a while and the last I think was thru texting you know that It made me smile na kinakamusta mo ako. What I told to others Ill just swallow my pride and say sorry to you. You know Im a bitch but that has to stop.

Mico hay i know dati ko pa toh sinasabi sayu Im so sorry from the first pa lang especially dun sa part na tinutulungan na ako ni ate roz. oh yah di ko na naman pinipilit and sarili ko sayu and im stopping it nah and its your life I cant force myself. kung nababasa mo man toh or may gana kang basahan this came from the trisha that you first know

Sara ofcourse di kita palalampasin SALAMAT TALAGA for being a sister a friend and a close friend so much trinitreasure ko lahat lahat atsaka andyan ka palagi kung may problema ako pinapatawa mo ako pinapa smile maski pilit minsan salamat talaga you gave me the strengths not to give up. THANKS

Ate roz ikaw ate nagulat ako sa Gm mo kagabi kala ko ako na naman. kagaya ng sinabi ko kay sara thanks na nakilala kita at sa mga tulong mo sa akin malaki ang papasalamat ko sayu kasi para naging sister, kachikahan buddy, close friend, survey sister lahat na ng pede. SALAMAT

Ate Ishy SALAMAT rin na pina realize mo sa akin na lahat tayu'y nagkakamali and having a problem like this is part of our life. You made me strong dun sa mga words na sinabi mo sa akin. THANKS

JAM .. i love calling you jammmerrrs coz you call me bangangers. SALAMAT sa mga thoughtful words mo tsaka sa mga lahat ng advices na binigay mo sa akin malaki ang nagawa sa akin nun . THANKS

ATE STEPH AND ATE LEXI salamat rin sa lahat ng advices nyu sa akin tungkol sa ateneo exams Itry ko talaga makapasa dun an laki ng tulong ng ginawa nyu sa akin. THANKS.

MAJ, ATE MARY, ATE XY, ATE CATH, NIKKI, EUGENE AT SA IBA PAH ~ salamat na naiintindihan nyu ako sa lahat ng nadadaanan ko trials SALAMAT. alam ko iba sainyu di toh nakikita pero THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH nagugulat ako iba sainyu tinatanung ako text man o PM kung okay lang ako.

SA LAHAT YOU GUYS MADE MA BETTER PERSON AND A STRONG ONE . THANKS

SPECULATIONS

2008-06-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

I wasn't able to control myself yesterday because of the thing that I've heard so I made it as one of my blog entry. Some of you might think that I'm acting too much but I really felt like a trash or a big disturbance in some others lives but this is who I am and I cant change so better recognize me as the biggest bitch in your life. I wont act like this If I didn't get hurt I really felt sad from that happening and I also felt anger because I wont let myself beaten up like this easily. Most of you know me as the good quiet girl whether in school or when I'm with my family but when things goes wrong I could be the opposite way worst than you think. Don't be shock when I talk things like " that girl is such a slut!" because I'm really telling what I feel and it's the truth don't get hurt that much be use at it. Is plastic the perfect word for me better check yourself first from head to toe so you could know, just ask me if you don't know how I'll teach you from the first step one up until the end. That is how good I am.:). If you are given the chance to know me more then you'll know the real trisha. I don't really speak in this way. Probably, if things got worst be ready for something.Gosh! I'm not calming down this ain't healthy anymore.

REMEMBER:

~> good acquaintances = good angelic trisha
~> bad acquaintances = the ever so mean trisha terrorizing

♥ trisha

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2008-06-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

actually to tell you this day as really like a rollercoaster ride. some people know why?!?! so yeah. im not actually a person that can satisfy everyone and its true. Some people might find me intimidating coz of my attitude ano ba PROBLEMA don eh ako yun eh. sabihan nyu man ako nang kahit anung gusto masama man o hindi coz im not perfect and your just wasting your time talking shit in advance sorry nasayang laway nyu and you dont know the real trisha. di nyu alam nasasaktan rin ako di ako bato at di rin ako bulag. ayoko ko ng problema masakit lang yun sa ulo di rin ako papayag na gaganyahin nyu ako.mkay?!

im trying to get calm so i wont end up degrading myself :)

di rin ako perpekto at magaling sa english

BLOOOOGGGG bloooggg

2008-06-15T10:01:00.000+08:00

ill use my blog here for the mean time while I'm fixing my former blog. YAY! hahaha

:)

2008-04-10T18:11:00.002+08:00

Days after the party, most of the people were busy of their studies and Im one of them coz I wanted to pass my third year life because it seems to be the hardest year of all the years Ive been thru. Some people were not that serious at their studies and actually waiting for the next big event at our school which is the Intrams. Our batch I think is one of those batch who has a capability in those kind of events. Actually at this span of time I met lot of friends that I didn't think that i will be friends to. So my next stop is INTRAMS

"Pretending that your here is the only way my heart can heal"

~trisha cantor~

Going back to the past : Acquaintance Party

2008-03-28T10:14:00.004+08:00

Heading back to the past happenings of my third year life in highschool. We had a party wherein we had the chance to know new peoples on the other year and it is called the "Acquaintance Party" and it is somewhat similar to a soiree.

We are given a 3 weeks span to decide on what we will wear on the special day and the theme was retro. So ofcourse everyone wants to be good looking on that day so everyone really put their time to look beautiful and handsome. So I wore a red tee and jeans.

When the day had come people were on their best looks and it was a party that is full of fun because there were several presentation showed to us like the batch dances. We were also given a dinner catered by our school restaurant. It was a wonderful day.

It is delightful to transport one's self into the spirit of the past, to see how a wise man has thought before us, and to what glorious height we have at last reached.
~Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe~

memories

2008-03-26T22:10:00.005+08:00

All of this people surrounding me are those human beings that I will never ever forget because they are my so-called second family. They made my life happy and they help me at every circumstances that passes me by. I've been thankful that god gave me a chance to spend with my life with those guys. It also reminds me that we are "A ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY" eventhough we had experiences when we had problems concerning our class but one of us will stand up and make us smile and he will remind us that we are strong.

I miss these guys so much!.

But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine.

~Thomas Jefferson~

I am back and its SUMMER

2008-03-24T13:25:00.002+08:00

Yes i am finally back and i will make sure that my blog is updated. Anyways this school year was like a roller coaster ride sometimes we were down part of our school life but still there are times that we are on the highest part of our school life. It wasnt that hard for us to know each other because we were classmates when we are second year and these year help us to know each other better. Wherein we were given the chance to know who we are and what place we should be.

At first I had the feeling that I cant survive my third year life because most of the subjects were hard and complicated but the teachers help us to have the strength and faith in ourself that we can do those things that we think its hard. My reflection is that we must have hope and courage in ourself because it will make us a better person

umh.... update update

2008-02-06T09:51:00.000+08:00

ayan na naman antagal ko di nag-uupdate... gawsh.... kaloka naman toh....
tsaka busy ako last week ang this coming weeks

am i not obvious

2007-11-03T22:52:00.000+08:00

i felt this for the first that the one I love was taken away from....and it really hurts me so much. why cant I stop thinking of him from all the hard thing or hurtful things that he done to me..WHY..most of us are bug by that question.....why cant people understand the feeling of others.....couldn't they feel it..i wanna forget him..so i did..as time goes on... I learned that i COULD... i found someone in replace for him and it actually looks like him but a mature one.:) but still when i see him sad... i feel sad... i know its easy to like someone but its hard to love someone..why is this word makes it so difficult

but i learned that there is a time for me to be notice and be loved and he will be the one who'll really love me

11.03.07

2007-11-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

eto im back.. miss my blog... nah.. at madami rin akong di na post dito...... gosh.....
i have many kwentos..... in my next post ill write it :)

gerry's grill " berris grill" birthdeii ni moi

2007-09-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

09.14.07

moi's birthday party

the party started at around 6:oo p.m. and the people that was peresent were me, nadz, danielle, mj, anna, cheej, pat manalo, jaecy, julya, dexter, marc, mitch, mara, berris, harold, kurt, amiel, lanot, arce. I think dats oll and the party ended at 9:00. we ate foods like kare-kare, sisig, gambas, calamares, and other seafoods. Actually i really had fun that day and after the party me and manalo went to red ribbon were in i bought chocolate mousse which is my favorito heheheh...

and here are some picz

♥ the end ♥

uber duper happy

2007-09-03T20:55:00.000+08:00

yeah.... i'm back... i think august 21 was my last post here and now i'm back.... and super duper hapeee....yeahboi..i'm very hapee pero di ko naman ma-explain heheheh...well it's because of my crush...... yeah ..some people might find it jologs...... well he's one of my crush na i reeally love for three long years yeah.. i'm that loyal to him....... pero he doesn't know about it and that's whats bad about it....... lol.... i can't say him the truth
yeah.....
this day was full of kilig moments that makes me have goosebumps...

to be continued.....

AUGUST

2007-08-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

yipeee...... for me august is the best month..coz it's the month mostly that there is no school and it's the month with the most holidays..yay.... hehehe
as we know today..... it's the national heroes day
some people know it ......some people don't
eheheh...... and also this week we wont have school coz its the pinaglabanan day here in san juan..lol
im to much rejoicing

again

2007-08-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

My head is spinning.
My thoughts are racing.
I'm hurting within,
My insides are ripping.
Days go by
and happiness is closer.
But it stays a far;
To afraid to get close.
I reach out and pull it in.
I push and stove my darkness away.
Hoping if it gets far away
I can hold my happiness again.
And never let it go

-anne rogers-

i wish

2007-08-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

why couldn't forget him...

even it hurts me so much.....

i wish he knows that word"hurt"

...... i tried to be happy and jolly eventhough im not.......

when will he realize that someone like me love him so much...

I always see him with a girl.....that he truly love

but when will be the time that ill be the girl that he will also love.....

i always state to my mind that will never happen

will a girl like me be notice by the one i love

when time comes...

i never though i could write sumting like this...

that i think that doesnt rhyme

when will be the time......

ang VAIN

2007-08-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

.......... wah

2007-08-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

comfort food

lays.... *sour cream & onion* and it is my comfort food gosh......

with my chemistry notebook

"kold-ness"

2007-08-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

actually I find this day such a very cold day... but I like it that way.....

this day I woke up around 2:00 in the morning and I don't know the reason... I can't really sleep on that time.... I was awake for about an hour....then i turn back to sleep

I woke up at 6:00 A.M. i Was just lying in my bed with my brother's baby daughter....then i took care of the baby and let her drink a chocolate milk.....lol

for about 9:00 we went to the grocery to buy the ingredients of the "kare-kare".

actually the whole day i was just sleeping and doing some asingment for accounting

heheheheheh..........

luv this picture

L.O.V.E.

2007-08-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

I'm hurting right at this very moment

knowing that it had to end

I still can feel the pain that we both felt

That very night we left each other

With nothing but a

And the words... "We can only be friends" I know it has to be like this way

For we both have different issues

I guess our love

Was just too much for you to take into

But not for me, because even though

My life ain't right

When I was with you

Everything seemed to be doubly bright

Leaving each other has made me realize

That LOVE truly hurts

That word I never knew existed in me

Until it became you

You had the power for me to fall

I had soo much pride at first

But you took it all

Now there's no more nights of happiness

Just

These feelings I know won't ever fade

Promises we made all ruined and jaded

I really don't wanna start brand new

Because I built my whole life and meaning

Around you

Now as I sit here in solitude

I can never be again without you

whoa

2007-08-17T11:13:00.000+08:00

i really didn't thought that the rain would me that strong.......
i feel the coldness right now......
>"egay"- thats the name of the typhoon and its the forth typhoon that went here in the philippines.....actually it's international name is "sepat" i think...... as i know the typhoon will go next to thailand this coming saturday........

*trisha

I thought......

2007-08-16T21:13:00.001+08:00

i really thought that their will be rain coming this day...but there none.....

wow! the school was suspended because that they thought there will be a strong... rain....but i didn't happen at all ,actually the exam for those days are those the hardest one...(chemistry, history and values education...)and all i did is study for the math and law exam......

rather the accounting.....coz i'm really having a hard time with both of those subject especially on mathemathics...i dont know why? sometimes i understand math..... but sometimes not.... gosh...heheheh.....

now i'm striving my best to pass all my subject so i'll be again in the top ten of the class..and i really wanted to happen..... no matter what happen...

"Look at what your idea of success wouldbe. "

...... simple day

2007-08-15T17:38:00.000+08:00

exam week na naman nakakapagod na..... hay naku 2nd day palang to ng exam..... feeling ku di ko na kaya ....pero i stop thinking dat ...
heheh

naku buti kinaya ku ung exams for today... which are filipino, leadership training, physical education and music.

actually sobrang lakas ng ulan kanina kalu ko masususspend ung classes namin pero di pla...hay...naku..

exam:

filipino - it was kinda hard.... its very long also.... especially the noli me tangere part of the exam...buti nagaral ako kung hindi i will really fail....
music - medyu madali medyo mahirap..okay lang.....
p.e.- i really find it hard....
l.t.- ay basta mas madali sya kaysa sa long test...

until here muna...nedd to study for tomorrow....kasi mahirap ung exam bukas...chem. pana naman un